Have you ever contemplated suicidez?!
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Have you ever contemplated suicidez?
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Hi:
Yes I have contemplated suicide and have had 2 serious attempts where I actually did die but was found just in time to be revived.
I try now to teach people this is not a place that anyone wants or needs to be in. Once you are gone, there is no coming back, you can't change your mind in an hour if you know what I mean.
If anyone is to think of or is thinking of suicide, then immediately call
1-800-SUICIDE
If you need or want to, I am always around feel free to IM or email me for whatever reason that is needed and I will help you with what I can.
People say often (all the time) that suicide is selfish, it is.
That you leave your family at a total loss for you but also for the answer to the major question everyone needs to know and that is WHY? But they will then live their lives as they should because the question of WHY? will never be answered for them because the only person who can answer them is the one who committed suicide. They are gone and with them are all the answers to your family and friends haunting questions.
Then on the other hand, you survive. Yeah! But wait...you are now a veggie, but aware of things. You have tubes going in and out of every opening in your body forever, if you have an itch on your nose...you can't scratch it because you are a veggie. Wait...you can ask someone to scratch it for you right? WRONG, you are awake and aware but that is it. Nothing else so you have no way of telling someone that your nose itches, so now you lay there machines breathing for you, feeding you, peeing for you, drinking for you and everything else and you can't even scratch a little itch on your nose. What a shame.
Don't be foolish no matter how dreadful it seems, there is light at the end of the tunnel and plenty of help along the way to get you thru the tunnel and closer to the light.
Be smart, ask for help. There are so many people around you wanting you to live, wanting to help you, even people such as myself, strangers, but there are no strangers in life, there are strangers in fear.
Be safe and be well.