My life sucks, what should i do?!

My life sucks, what should i do?

my roomate was my best friend until we had a falling out so now we live together but fight constantly, i lost my phone so i cant call anyone and dont have money to spend leisurely because of my debt. i never feel like hanging out with people because im depressed about my job and the fact that i feel trapped there because i wont be able to find another job with that kind of income to pay for my bills, my relationships fall apart after a month or so because i get too attached, my family lives in va so i have no way of even communicating to them, my friends talk about me behind my back (so i dont have anyone to talk to) i think i have something wrong pschologically where i feel malaise, lethargic, constant headaches, blurry vision, and slight pressure in the back of my head. i dont know what to do anymore

Alright, you need a serious change of perspective. I'm not talking about the, 'there are plenty of people worse off' bullsh*t, cause I'm sure you're quite aware of that. You need to really look at your situation and ask yourself ''why is this so bad?'' Seriously. You have a job, move out of your friend's place and find something cheaper, that way you can focus on paying off your debts without the silly highschool drama, and eventually you will have money to spend on leisurely activities. If you're not happy with your career, why pursue it any further? There are plenty of other opportunities out there for someone who really wants to find them. Patience my dear, patience. You're not going to be 100% happy with your life every day, you're going to be even further away from that happiness if you don't stand up and do something about your current situation. Life takes effort, and effort generally leads to sucess. You have two choices right now; continue on with the victim role, or step up to the plate and take control of your own life.