I have to make a huge decision, and I need help?!

I have to make a huge decision, and I need help?

I'm a 20 year old guy , and I live in Holland. I've been so depressed.I used to live on the island of Curacao . I had a "life" there , a car , was going to college. My biggest dream, was to finish my degree in IT , then go to Cuba or Puerto Rico , to study and pursue a carreer in music. Things weren't going so well in college, i lacked motivation so I decided to come here and live on my own , and finish college here in Holland. Been a year now, and I'm so depressed. I got no life here, I never go out, I don't got any friends. I was thinking of going back to my island and get college over with , so I can work on my dream of hopefully become a prof. musician. My dad don't like that idea so much, cuz he sais i'm in Europe now, and I got a once in a lifetime opportunity to explore the world outside Curacao. But the thing is, I don't feel comfortable here in Holland. Of course I wanna explore the world, that's what life's all about.But I'm young right? I don't know what to do, please help.

It is a once in a lifetime opportunity, but how much is it really worth if you don't enjoy it. First of all, you don't have to have friends to be happy. However, if you don't see a point in being there and would rather be somewhere else... even if it's where you've always been, then you ought to be there. Think of the Cheers song... "Sometimes you wanna go where everybody knows your name" Its like that. You want to be where you were most comfortable. I would go back to Curacao... finish college (with or without motivation). Move on to Puerto Rico and become a famous musician. Then you can tour in Europe and actually enjoy it... right!?