Do I have an eating disorder?!

Do I have an eating disorder?

I've lost a lot of weight, I'm 89 pounds and 14, my height is 5'1, I've put a calorie limit on eating (800-795 calories) and excersize 20-15 minutes, i cry when I think of gaining weight and a lot of people say I'm so slim but when I look in the mirro I swear I don't look that skinny at all, my thighs look hudge and my stomach seems wide to me, I take laxatives when I eat junk, yes I eat junk, my parents have been concerened about my weight loss and so has my doctor, I have to drink these boost and disgusting ensure shakes and my parents ask me what I eat and how much I ate, which is annyoning but I'm confused I really don't feel that I look that skinny, my thighs seem so hudge and my stomach, ugh, do I have an eating disorder or is it that they don't see what I look like naked and how ugly I look without my clothes? I have to gain weight and I kind of feel to cry, I don't want to gain weight but they're threatening me that I will go in a hospital if i don't, is something seriously wro

3 weeks ago
wrong with me or is that they really don't see how I truly look, I really don't feel like Iike I'm that skinny

You certainly have an eating disorder. Seek help.