Hi i keep getting sad and i dont no why i use to cut and now im hitting my self !

Hi i keep getting sad and i dont no why i use to cut and now im hitting my self dose anyone fell like that?

i mean its not like i want to cut or anything like that im just not happy

it's actually depression...
that self-destruction feeling... cutting, hitting yourself, use your nails (dunno how to say it, but i guess you'll understand), burning your skin, biting and so on are all mutilation...i tried all except burning (i fear the fire for a reason that not even i can understand..)

i don't think the girls who cut were abbused, that's nonsense...
know many ppl who cut for other reasons...
depression brings a self-destruction feeling...
sometimes it's suicidal thoughts, other times self-harm, as for me it's both...

yes, to answer your question, i feel that way, too...
i have some marks from hitting, some from my nails, don't cut myself for a while but still carry a pen knife in my pocket...

maybe you should find a counselour, as for me didn't help, told me to speak with my parents who don't believe in depression and did not give a damn, b'cause they thought i was asking for attention and/or anything material...

maybe you oughta go out with friends or something to see if you feel better...
you can also send me an email if you like, i think yahoo answers lets us communicate, if i'm not mistaken...

trust me in this: you are really not alone...
=)