I want me back!!!!!!?!

I want me back!!!!!!?

I am absolute freak and hate the person i have become, it has been going on for months now and i cannot fix it as i cannot take back the last 6 months, i'm a horrible horrible freak and just want to be the old me, poeple just dont change like this! How cna i repair what i have done for hte last 6 motnhs?

Well you realy dont have to worry about what you have done because you cant change it and it will always be a part of you, but the good part is that you have a conciance and can change the fact you dont want to be the new- soon to be old you and when you quit being who it is that your trying not to be you will move away from it every day untill one day you won't be able to see it any more and you'll have forgotten all about it.