Constant fear?!

Constant fear?

I don't live with my Fiance, and every time I have sex with him, I make him wear a condom because I don't know if it's me and my past experiences or what it is---but i'm constantly afraid he's going to infect me with something--this past may i found out i was pregnant and i went and took 3 HIV tests that all came out negative

but for some reason or another----every time i'm exposed to his bodily fluids, I have this constant fear of him infecting me with HIV/AIDS because i don't know if he's with other people when i'm not around and i hate feeling this way I feel like i'm going crazy, i ask him and he says no but thats like asking a bank robber if he's robbed a bank of course he's going to say no---I just can't stand it---why am I so afraid of him??


this is interfering with my job/ and sleeping habits it keeps me awake at night....

3 weeks ago
in the past i've heard things from friends that i know would not lie

when i confront him he says no and swears up and down

he always hides his cell phone he never lets me see it, he always has it on him..

im feeling terrible.....

you have every right to worry.it is your problem if you get some diseases or something.you could have him take an HIV test,or even just have them test everything.good luck with the baby!