I'm starting to feel lonely?!

I'm starting to feel lonely?

I'm starting to feel lonely?

I just recently got out of a horrible relationship with a guy. He ended up being a jerk and just wanted to use me. But Thank God I didn't let it get that far. He kind of came out of nowhere and I was single which was fine with me. But after this ordeal I feel like I need some companionship and not necessarily a relationship. Just someone to keep me busy and keep my mind off of what happened to me. That guy almost caused me to take my life. that's how bad it was. I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't want to look for anyone but at the same time I do because I'm lonely....

I am currenlty still dealing with an emotionally draining relationship. Let me tell you....IT's NOT Fun. It's better to be alone and single. Really spend time with God, Jesus, yourself, and figure how to become successful, rich, beautiful and a strong woman of God. Eat right, love your job, love your friends and family, read the bible and don't focus on that man. The man I was dealing with cussed me out, then he would say "sorry baby" 2 days later. I was not myself. I wanted to just go to the Moon I hated how he treated me! But I found out that you really have to evaluate why you attract this type of man. God really wants you to learn from this. He's preparing you for the man of your dreams. Remember Time heals. So give it your best shot each day. No matter what! Do not have sex with him! Do not answer his calls. Think--"Is it really worth it?" God put him there for a reason, for you to be strong and closer to him. So move on, pick up, you are smart, beautiful, and hundreds of men probably check you out. Just remember to take it a day at a time. Email me. I'm going through the exact same thing. We can get through this together. Take care.