Help!!!!!!!!!!!?!

Help!!!!!!!!!!!?

Im 13 and have a lot of emotional problems.1 of them is that i feel emotionally numb.Another one is i feel like nothing is real like life is fake. I think that a pet would help me emotionally like maybe could help bring warmth and the feeling in my life like un numb me.The problem is im having trouble to get my mom to let me have a pet.I had a cat but she peed on everything.She also ran away in march but never came back i feel so lonely wat should i do?

3 weeks ago
iv already talked to my mom bout it and im more of a cat person.

Darlin I can totally relate to your feelings that "nothing is real like life is fake"
It's the strangest feeling, its probably whats making u feel so detached from your emotions. Cos u feel like none of it matters cos nothing is real.
My father told me I used to say "i don't feel like I'm really here daddy" back when I was 5yrs old.
I still feel that way and i'm 30 now. It's difficult to continuously have to convince yourself that everything your seeing and doing is real.
I think a pet would be very good for you, if u look after it yourself I don't see why ur mum wouldn't b ok with it.
Pets are a great stabilizer, are for me.
I wish u luck sweety, talk to your mum about how your feeling inside, and how u feel detached like your not here. I hope she will help you. Tell her that it may get worse if it isn't looked at.
Otherwise try and talk to someone you trust, like an adult or school social worker. xox