I almost got my mom killed....?!

I almost got my mom killed....?

was driving my 125cc bike with my mother ona back ride, was driving like 30Kph and there was a mini van vehicle With NO light was being park on the side ofthe street and i know there were no body inside the vehicle so i pass the vehicle and all of a sudden the door got open and the door hit straight right exactly to my mother, and the bike drag me and mom fell off the bike... now that incident wont leave me... this was happen last night and i couldnt sleep, the incident keeps flashing on my mind everytime i close my eyes and i cant help my self but to cry... i dont know what to do i have 4 siblings and scared that they will blame me for what happen to my mom... i dont know what to do... help need real advice her...

3 weeks ago
mom had 7x stroke and her head "shouldn't" get hurt. she is better now. siblings find me as a black ship. i've been in some bike accident but those incident they din't haunt me. but this one drives me crazy...

It's normal to feel like that after such a scare...but it should get better with time. If not, speak to your doctor about it.