What the heck is wrong with me??? Serious ppl only please.?!


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What the heck is wrong with me??? Serious ppl only please.?

Ohhh k. So I have mood swings like crazy, all the time since I was a baby so for almost 21yrs. Its like one minute I am happy as a normal person can be, then I am irritated when someone asks me something. I have been on depression pills, and I have low Iron. But that was only recent after I had my baby for the low iron. I know everyone may say go get proffessional help. But i am not looking for that answer. I get super pissed for no good reason, and end up with suicidal thoughts, and just wish I could do things that I know later in life I would regret doing. And so I don't do anything. No matter what time I go to sleep I always wake up after 11 am. I can't seem to get up before that no matter what I try. I have been trying to get up at 9 and I can't. I try to sleep any earlier I have no problem. I dream every single night, Actually for the first time in 2 months I had no dreams for 2 nights in a row. And now I dream and cannot remember them. I feel lightheaded since 2 weeks ago.

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3 weeks ago
I have felt lightheaded for the past two weeks non stop. It is as if I were drunk or on a drug or something. My mind seems always blanck. It scares me. Even now as I am writing this it is as though im not really here. I have been sad ever since i was little. And also depressed when I was in grade 6 I discovered razor blade cutting and it made all my madness go away. I don't cut anymore. I am not sure if I am depressed, stressed or weird. Sometimes I feel reall y enlightened and other times I find it hard to think of what i want to say, I hate my mood swings and I hate always worring and being stressed and sad and feeling like a zombie.

3 weeks ago
Oh and by the way it isn't post partum my daughter is a year and a month on July 1st. I have seen a mental health worker and they really don't help. They suck! LMAO last one I saw only asked questions and never answered them. My doctor gave me cipralex and I am on half a pill a day. One night I got really sad so I took a whole pill hoping it would make me stop being so sad. It didnt. So i took 2 whole pills. Only 20mg, Plus I loose and gain weight really easy. But Even now it is weird I can't stay up a whole entire night anymore ... I can't sleep without dreaming tho... And My doc says it sounds like i need to be on depression pills. i don't have the money to see a physcologist er whatevr they are called. I hate my low self confidence too. I can't seem to get over things. like chicks who have a better body. I am so weird man. haha. I want to work but I am affraid I may not wake up on time and be fired and have a bad reference. I know myself to end up like that. ugh. THoughts!

3 weeks ago
Also, I find it hard to Enjoy doing anything with my friends if my bf is at home on the computer because I have issues with what he does when I am not around on it. Like UM well u know! Anyways that really upsets me. Sometimes I want to dump him just so that I wont have to have all that stress on me. It's the main reason i can't enjoy things with him at home and me somewhere else. I am so stupid for saying that cuz its normal for a guy to lust ****... I cant even read it without thinking of the pain it causes me and how it makes me sad and angry at him for our past. He got help he said it worked for that. But Everytime I trusted him, He did it again. So now I am scared to trust him yet I would trust someone else with my baby overnight. Im crazy I tell ya and I don't wanna grow old like that :s Ya so any more answers? Oh and along with being blank minded im also suffering dehydration and blastocis hominis.

3 weeks ago
Another thing is after reading the past few answers. I am not suicidal anymore. Now I am just sad and want to cry alot. I hate that. Also Would Blank minded ness, and dreams, and low iron and dehydration and blastocis and over sleeping be all the same thing or seperate things all together. And I have talked to many trusted ppl. All ppl have ever done was listened. I want someone who may be able to send me possiblilities to tell me so I can look them up and pick out my symptoms and get my doctor to look at my conclusions and help me out.

3 weeks ago
I forgot to mention I have taken myself off the cipralex about a month ago since I started myself on whole pills then i went to half pills again and started to feel better then my stomache disagreed with them. I had to take that pink tummy fluid stuff for a few days . So I havent taken it since then .


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