Nothing is going to help me what can i do?!

Nothing is going to help me what can i do?

I just need anyone to understand but i guess its only me that has had my life, i returned from overseas 6 months ago and since have had depression, chopping and changing jobs, i hate where i live and now have no friends, i have completely changed into this horrible selfish person, i am seeing a counsellor and meds, but they are not helping, the problem is i should never have come home and now that i have been here for 6 months and depressed everyone hates me whihc i dontblame them, but there is nothing that i want to do now, i have absolutley no forward plans or desires and anything that i do it is not going ot make me back to the girl i used tobe as i cannot take back the last 6 months, everyone says i am just depressed so i lash out on the things i love like my previous home but the truth is i changed overseas and no longer do love my previous home, i want ht ehome i had overseas only it doesnt exist anymore, there is nothing i can do because nohting can change the past.

3 weeks ago
how can i ever be happy again?

oh honey, it's gonna be okay. really it will. just try to let the medicine work. you have to have hope, if you dont have hope in the medicine, then it won't work. this is a serious fact. at first i didnt believe in the meds either, but then i thought, hey, maybe they can really help me. but it's not up to just the medication, you have to try your hardest to change too.

oh, and do you go to church? if not, i recammend going to one, Pasters-Preachers, whatever you call them, are always there to talk; i've went to my pastor for advice on stuff when i was depressed, it really does help to talk about it esp. to a Pastor! He'll pray with you too. Just ask Jesus to help you through this hard time, and don't stop praying.



oh, [again lol!] i know you can't change the past, but you can brighten your future, you just need to try really hard. it's very hard to get out of depression, trust me, i've been there. but, as i said, pray pray pray! get people to pray for you too [if your comforable with saying to people that you need prayer, some people don't like to say that in front of people, and that's okay; many people including me are like that!] but don't be scared to go to a Pastor, they are all loving and kind, and care about you.



i'm gonna pray for you okay?