I Have a really bad feeling?!

I Have a really bad feeling?

i don't think i'm paranoid i just feel like something isnt quite write i feel okay but i have a feeling like something bas is about to happen should i ignore it or trust my gut feeling?

This happend to me several days before my father passed away. It was about a week or so before Easter this year. I had a horrible feeling. It just gnawed at me. I cried for hours and I had a horrible headache afterwards. I just prayed to God saying, "I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know what is happening to me or what is going on in my life." I just cried and talked to Him. I feel like that 'gut feeling,' that 'instinct' or whatever its' called, was like a wake up call, to open me up to the Lord about my father, though my father hadn't died yet. The Lord works in mysterious ways. Please don't be afraid. Just guard your heart, while WELCOMING the future possibilities of both bad, AND GOOD things to come. I will pray for you right now. And no, it's not paranoia. I've been told I had paranoid schiz, some symptoms, and it's not true. I just get scared about things sometimes, and dont know how to cope, therefore sometimes i "THINK" people are after me, when in reality, I just am afraid sometimes of my relationships, and the way I behave at times.