I burn myself....?!

I burn myself....?

i burn myself to feel better... i also feel like killing myself. i am also bipolar and have turned my days and nights around. i am 12 years old...

3 weeks ago
i go to a doctor... i take 2 different kinds of pills

3 weeks ago
i go to 1 doctor once a week and another once a month

3 weeks ago
i cant write a journal.... my mom and dad will read them...i have tried

I won't say it's not normal to hurt your self and I wouldn't look down on you for it. A lot of us have been there. Just be careful and don't hurt your self too bad.

You've got a lot of years left. Do what you gotta do but don't kill your self. I think I'm a better person for the pain I caused my self when I was younger but at no point did I ever think life wasn't worth living. It really is worth living. You got years to go before you can make things better for your self but if you stick around long enough you'll see how great it CAN be.