What do I do?!
Question:
What do I do?
my dad molested me, and he beat me. my mom doesnt love me and all she does is critisize me. my life has been one bad thing after another. I am soo scared. I;m scared that I might really hurt myself. I used to cut myself, and I had to go to a mental hospital becasue I attempted suicide. now I am buliemic and idk what 2 do. I dont wanna get hurt anymore. I dont wanna hurt myself. or maybe I do.....idk...
Answers:
Molestation is a tough, tough issue- especially with parents who walk away from you, or are the source of the issue itself.
Get the **** out of the situation. Honestly, you sound like a very strong person. You might find that odd or irrational, but it's not. Just the fact that you are still here is absolutely miraculous.
What I recommend: tell a school counselor. Your mother will not come around because she is in denial (or at least it sounds like it, being in a similar, less serious situation). Now, you have to be prepared. Do you want to become a part of the foster care system?
You can email me if you like. My email is ruffluv33@yahoo.com. When I was suicidal, I felt alone, isolated, and I didn't want to heal. Telling someone is a huge first step, but one that will save your life. If not from your father, but from yourself.
I wish you the best of luck, and I hope that everything turns out alright.