Should i just go back overseas?!

Should i just go back overseas?

I have completely stuffed up my life, alienated all my friends and i dont feel like i will behappy again until i am working and feel comfortable around everyone, i haave no plans and am living week by week, i cant see anything here, getting me what i want to feel better but if i leavei am leaving everything from my last 20 years behind and dont know what i will come back to, but i dont see any alternative for how to make my self better, i will get back overseas and still be all alone but can make friends and get a house and hopefully it will get me back to normal, then i can deal with the rest when i get home? do you think this would be bad or good?

I understand how you feel. If you are unhappy in the place you are now, by all means you should return to a place of comfort.
It is difficult to start over.
I have done this and am now happy in my life...it did take a while, though!
Well wishes to you! :)