This depression is not fixable.....?!

This depression is not fixable.....?

I returned from overseas 6 months ago and have bene depressed ever since chopping and changing jobs, looking at houses but not taking them, i was depressed returning as i left a lot behind and returned to ahome that i no longer liked, now it has been 6 months, i just want to be happy how i was with a routine that i like and the amount of friends that i had, but because i have now been depressed for 6 months and not really seen them for 18 months, they ahve all moved on, so the routine that i like and friends and family no longer want to be around me, i dont have any job prospects and i dont want to stay where i am living, had i returned from overseas and not procrastinated going back or just got a job straight away adn settled noone of this would have happened but now i have just completely stuffed everyuthing and i dont see anything that is going to fix it, if i go back overseas it wont be the same, home is not the same, but i dont want to be unhappy foever, what can i do?

It sounds like you really do need to see your doctor or therapist about something for depression. Your symptoms are normal for a big change like that and it wouldn't hurt to talk to someone. Once youget help for the depression, maybe you can se things alittle clearer, and then making a decision about a job or where to live would come easier. Hope that helps.