Father died a month ago?!

Father died a month ago?

I 'm bottling up inside trying to pretend he's away at work or on a business trip..

is that normal or healthy?
how to fix it?

First of all, let me tell you how sorry I am for your loss.

You don't need to fix anything. Time will resolve this issue for you. What you are going through is perfectly healthy, perfectly normal. As time moves on, so will you, and you will begin to accept what deep down inside you know to be true.

I wish I could give you a hug. Be good, stay healthy, and please believe that tomorrow, the sun will rise again.
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