I need help... Why do I feel all ALONE?!

I need help... Why do I feel all ALONE?

I am only 15, and I feel there is no one on the world that gets me... or really wants to be my friend. My friends are always changing, they allways ditch me.. never call me or what not. I dont know why, but I just dont let people get to close to me. Even sitting watching TV with my family, I still feel completly alone and just like I dont belong with them.

I know if you are reading this you probably think I am crazy. But I am not... If you ever met me in person you would think that I am just a really nice normal person... I try to be. But I am screaming inside hoping someone is going to undersand how depressed and lonley I am. I have been scaring myself over the past week... I just cry, and have even thought that if U just died then this wouldnt hurt so much anymore. I know I need help but I just dont know what to do. i cant talk about it because I dont want to put more stress on my family.

3 weeks ago
Thank you everyone for the support

I know exactly how you feel I have felt the same way. But you need to know that you aren't alone. I'm trying to understand that I'm not alone too. You just need to talk to someone who understands. If you need someone to talk to I'm here and I will talk with you. I know what its like to be screaming inside and feel like no one sees what you really feel. What exactly do you mean that you have been scaring yourself over the past week. You need to find someone to talk to. It doesn't have to be me but someone. It doesn't even have to be someone in your family. You need someone to tell you that you aren't alone cuz you aren't alone and I hope that you realize this.