I think i may have depression?!

I think i may have depression?

My family is busy working. No one have time for me and
often I am left alone and now i hang out alone,i don't think that they are my friends they are mean and now i am having problems in relationship.i get irritable easily when someone talk me when i thinking stuff like that.I want to be alone.i go shopping alone when i am feeling down.i would want to share these things to my parents but i just can't speak up and i think that they might think i am crazy telling them stuff like that,i have had a low self-esteem for several years. I can cry easily. It seems like I am crying almost every day. In the past,many bad things to happen to me and i can't let it it go...help??

i am the same way! probably because i spent 7 years of my life "in my head" with little to no human interaction.

i say go into therapy, i have been in it for 5 years and it works!