Please understand and help..?!


Question:

Please understand and help..?

Hi im 17 and i feel at the worst point off my life- i used to be suicidal but i cant kill myself that wouldnt be fair on my mum

Ive had all my Depression help and they think ive come off it but i cant be helped by counsellors and stuff i wanna come off my prozac, i cry myself to sleep everynight have for a long time- my problem is

Im in fear of her dieing one day, i feel thats my suicidal point

im so sad right now im almost breaking down writing this, how do i tell my mum about this, without anyone else involved but just me and her- no counsellors nothing



I feel bad my mum doesnt know im depressed- she did i said i was better, i cry myself to sleep i feel bad about how i treat her without her knowing

She doesnt know ive stolen $800 off her for pot
-she just found out i steal off her, i know where she hides her money and still do it she has no idea how much is really missing

She doesnt know im a drug addict- smoke weed once a day

Additional Details

3 weeks ago
Also rehab is not an option..
even though it makes depression worse, i feel my 6 years of depression is 70% gone once she knows this

3 weeks ago
Sorry also forgot, ive also spent 1.2 grand of my own money for pot aswell in the last month

3 weeks ago
Sorry again, my lifes so messed up this is only a part of the list, alot of things i wont even mention on the net thats really depressing me but-

i cant get anything other than prozac or anything, see the doctors becuase they said i was fine and the doctors has stopped, and my perents cant afford it anymore- i wonder why, try to understand as much as you can


Answers:

Come clean. Come clean by being sober. Come clean with your mum. Life is difficult man and you've just got to be honest especially to those you love and yourself. If the only wrong you've done to her is stealing money for weed and not telling her about your depression, just come clean. Make up for the money, its material and is nowhere near as important as your life and well-being. Talk. I'm not saying it'll be easy or as soon as you come clean it'll be easy but take the time, the effort and things will clear up for the better.




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