Having depression is depressing, im on effexor and the psych wants to put me on !

Having depression is depressing, im on effexor and the psych wants to put me on epilim for anxiety what do you

I feel for you.

When I get frustrated with life in general, I write up my feelings.
I never share them with people. But for you I will share them, to let you know that all of us are struggling, you are not alone.

I AM

I seek my power from with in me.
I grab the power of positive.
I can heal myself, I'm not weak, but on the road to recovery.
I armor my self from negative in any form, and convert it into,
"I will"
"I can"
"I am Starting"
I will treat people how I want to be treated.
I can make a difference.
I'm not starting tomorrow but today.
I want to be a better person, and have a better life.
I deserve it, because I am me.
I'm unique in my own way, I care , and I'm passionate.
There is no materialistic item that make me feel rich, only my friendships do.
Taking little steps and completing little goals is how I keep moving forward.
I will find the key, to the door to new opportunities.
I'm starting changing my life, because I deserve to find happiness. I'm no longer waiting for happiness to find me.

I hope this helps.
Don't give up.