What should I do?!

What should I do?

I was supposed to go out with my friends today, but I didn't. I didn't feel like going, not the first time. One of my friends said it seems like I'm pushing them away. I've lost my appetite. Today I ate a few carrots, a burrito and a yogurt. I've lost interest in a lot of things I used to enjoy, like drawing. I feel like I'm making an effort just to walk or even talk. Sometimes I have trouble sleeping or staying asleep.

My dad's always yelling at me or critisizing me. I don't understand why; I never do anything wrong, I never talk back, and I always keep my GPA at 3.75 or higher.

I just don't know what to do I feel like my life is falling apart.

3 weeks ago
I am 15 years old.

3 weeks ago
Oh no, no, no. I'm not seeking help from anyone. I'm trying to get over this by myself, but I don't know how.

These are classic signs of depression. You need to see your doc and get help for this. Have your parents make a doc appointment for you and get this diagnosed and treated.