I am a person very nervous and who is suffering anxiety, I tried to meditate I c!

I am a person very nervous and who is suffering anxiety, I tried to meditate I can't calm down my mind my thou

thoughts.. I need help.. I got cold my feet and they sweat.. I am taking venlafaxina and numencial..... all these horrible problems are because during years I kept a secret that's I am gay but I still thinking in the future, and telling my family, I get worry about my mother if she will accept me or not.. I want to calm down my mind and to feel peace.

You cant feel at peace until you except yourself, you are gay big deal millions of people are gay its not the end of the world pick your self yep dust your self off and live one day at a time now for mom she is your mom she will always love you no matter what. I know my mom had a hard time dealing with me being gay cus she is a Christian and thinks its wrong, but thats another topic. just remember Mom wants one thing for you to be happy and have a good life. Any parent that walks away from a gay child should never have had kids to begin with. there are hot lines you can call for help. there are tons of support for gays just coming out here are some.

http://www.advocatesforyouth.org/youth/h...
http://search.yahoo.com/search?p=i%27m+g...
that last one is a search i did under im gay now what.. Good luck all my best, things will workout you wait and see.
(((HUGS)))

oh and to the guy that said you will burn in hell he will be in the line ahead of both if us for judging.. so for the ones that say dont be gay dont be a F@@ing moron to them