Should i see a theropist?(sp?)?!

Should i see a theropist?(sp?)?

I've been having trouble sleeping, eating, socializing, telling my parents how i feel, pushing people away, flinch when i'm touched, and hallucinations. When i try to sleep it takes me around 4 hrs to fall asleep and when i do i wake up around 10 hrs later and still feel sleepy. I never eat breakfest, hardly lunch, 6 bites of dinner. I always stay quite around my friends and family, and they think i just have nuthin to say to them. When my people ask me if im ok and i say im fine, and that if i wasn't i would tell u. but really when i try to the dont listen or seem not to. when im feeling sad or mad and my dad or step mom tries to play around i push them away and scream at them. whenever a guy touches me i start to freak and i start shaking and an image appear of that person sexually hurting me. whenever im alone i see people and they would often talk to me. there 1 thing im forgetin i black out whenever im mad at someone. i wake up im in my room crying and i dont member anythin.

4 weeks ago
ive been starting too cut... i know it doesn't help anythin but it makes me feel better and its not deep deep.

4 weeks ago
My mom just found out that i hadcut my hair and she went nuts and i pushed her away and she spit on me and now im locked in a room with a small razor.... I want to talk to my dad but he's been stressed out lately and i dont want him to have another heartattack...he's had 2 already....*cries*

Most definitely. You sound like you do not understand why these feelings and events are happening to you. If that is the case, a therapist can help you find the underlying reason why. And if you do have an idea of what is psycholgically disturbing you, a therapist can help you deal with the issue. You might be surprised at what they have to offer you, but it takes time.

If depression is an issue, then medication can change your life. Trust me. I know first hand that depression can have an anatomical, or physical, factor.

It is very important that you seek help for your condition. You do not need to feel like this and you can overcome it. You are worth it!