What is wrong with me? I don't know what I'm feeling?!
Question:
What is wrong with me? I don't know what I'm feeling?
A lot of times I feel like my life is pointless and I don't know what to do. I sometimes just feel like not doing anything or just wonder if there is any point in my life. Am I depressed? I don't feel like this all the time. My body just feels like crap alot. I am only 23. Sometimes I think my bofriend has a lot to do with this and I don't know if what we are doing is leading anywhere after 8 years? Help!
Answers:
You do sound more depressed than you know, and ready for a change in pace. Why are you holding on to this relationship? I would reasses your feelings toward him and the two of you. What do you see in your future? What do you want? If you have any doubts and are avoiding breaking up- it'll never get easier. Being with the same person so young, and for such a long time doesn't help personal growth. I am all for long lasting relationships, but maybe you feel like something is missing...? It sounds like you need to figure out who you really are- if you aren't happy and fulfilled, then you are doomed to deepening sadness.