Sucide help?!

Sucide help?

4 years ago i had a suicide attempt. I swallowed arround 15 sleeping pills with a bottle of vodka and i survived. I had been on a student exchange to a foreign country and my host family kindly let everything cool down and never told anyone from where i live. I hadn't thinked about this until the beggining of this year when things at my house began to get out of control.

i feel that no one around is aware of my existence. For the past three years i have been holding up quite well without any help but now i feel stronlgy inclined to have another attempt and i don't know what to do. Can anyone pint me in the direction of a good help-website, where answeres can be obtained if opne sends his enquiires? Thanks a lot

Hun, you dont need a website, you need real people. Call your local mental health center and talk to them. They can help you with counseling, groups and possibly antidepressants. Life will get better and its too precious to check out now.