When my body hits my floor in my empty apartment will it make a sound? or no one!
Question:
When my body hits my floor in my empty apartment will it make a sound? or no one notice that pain im in.?
Answers:
Please don't hit the floor.
It sounds like you're feeling very sad and lonely, maybe even suicidal. And I know from my own experience that when I'm in the most pain, I often feel like nobody notices or cares. But people do. As a good friend of mine said "People care about you more than you can imagine." I know that's true, if only because my imagination was so buzy running in the opposite direction (thinking nobody cared)!
I have felt suicidal many times, and somethimes it seemed the only thing keeping me alive was knowing that my suicide would cause others great pain, (especially my nieces and nephews who were kids at the time). At the time I was angry and felt like they were giving me "a life sentence" of pain, but now I'm glad I'm alive.
If you're feeling suicidal, or even just depressed, please get help. Call a hotline, talk to a friend. Find a therapist for long-term help. Because people care about you more than you can imagine.