Constant thinking. All day every day. My mind just doesnt rest?!

Constant thinking. All day every day. My mind just doesnt rest?

Hey im 21 and have been going through a weird phase for the past few months. I recently broke up with a girlfriend after 2years(1st love)and since then i havent exactly been the same. I wanted to break up with her because i was getting hit on by other girls and she wasnt really that into sex anymore and i decided i wanted to experiment with other girls since im young and have a ridiculously high sex drive even though i still loved her but we argued too much.
But since she broke up with me ive developed this fear that ill turn gay and maybe i was gay all along but never realised it!Even now i still jack off to women but this thought is there all day. Iv tried fantasising about men to see if i like it but i cant and in d back of my head im pretty sure im not but why am i obsessing about it? I am also very self conscious and take huge notice if anyone praises me(i get cocky) and if they insult me(i take it to heart and get depresses) Lots of ups and downs.I dont sleep well anymore either.

You may need professional help. You are really going overboard with this. You were going to break up anyway. You need to get over it and go on with life. Only you know what your "preference" is sexually. I think you are feeling this way because you wanted to break up, and she hurt your ego. You really need to take a good look at yourself. Your happiness should not depend on other people. As we are all different. You can not please every one. So take care of YOU.

I also suggest exercising, eating 6 small well balanced portions a day, getting out of the house, meet new people, do different activities, enjoy life a little, and study and apply positive thinking. All of these things will help you.

The ups and downs may be life or bi polar. Read prior to bed and drink something warm- it will help you sleep. If you exercise, do it earlier in the day, or it will keep you up.