Please help?!

Please help?

i just graduated today, so it should be a happy day, but instead I am having flashbacks from a traumatic event that happened to me that I cant deal with it, i'm sick of putting on a false face and pretending everythings just fine when its not, also I have been fightinh with my father and everytime I go to apologize he ends up giving me more rebuke and i end up back talking and screaming, and he said hes had it with me and its just horrible, because I have so much stress from everything else I cant handle it and I dont know what to do with mysel I have so much emotional pain, I want out, please give me words of wisdom

Sit down and have a talk with your dad just tell him how you feel, you need to talk to someone about this event other wise you will never get over out.I know how hard it can be to talk to a parent but if you dont things will just get worse. And do not move out it will make everything worse. How will you support yourself and go to school? (if you want to go to school) But talk to youre father and if you are not ready to talk to him about this event talk to someone else close to you it will help so much = ) And be happy you just graduated.