I think i have a problem?!

I think i have a problem?

i'm a 14year old.And i like to drink,smoke.i love being high and drunk.i get high almost everday,everytime i get money i either have my friend whos 21 buy me liquor or i go and buy a dimebag.i know i shouldn't be smoking or drinking but i like the feeling of being drunk and high and just not caring.My mom doesn't seem to pay much attetion to me so its not like she minds if i drink or smoke.My family doesn't like me very much because i'm bisexual.the doctors/counslers said i have Conduct disorder but i won't take my meds because i don't think anythings wrong with me.I also think i have a.d.d. i can't sit still and i zone out now and then i'm not sure what to do,nothing seems to help i like being introuble and getting drunk and high.I also been kicked out of every school i went to but in the future i want to have a good job and stop doing what i'm doing,does anyone have any ways i could stop?

Well, at least you can admit that it's a problem. First, try to go and see and talk to a trained councilor. Your mother might not seem to mind you getting drunk or high, but maybe she just doesn't know what to do to help you. You have to WANT to get better on your own first, or you'll be headed down a dangerous road.
I take quite potent drugs myself, for legitimate medical reasons, so for me, I am weary that the drugs are damaging my liver and kidneys, that may eventually lead to heart failure. My point is this - you have a choice not to endure the pain and discomfort later on, so make the healthy, sensible choice to come clean and live a healthy life.

I wish you all the best and good luck.