I need some help?!

I need some help?

I need some help everytime people fight I just want to kick there asses, and have violent thoughts, my dad had a history of anger and I know I do but for 18 years I have always held it in and its getting hard to control, I need a way to get rid of rage. It comes out when people are fighting and I just want to shut them up and I go crazy, I cant live like this I am on pills and I thought it was the prozc so I got put on lexapro and its happening again, I am starting to think that the meds are working so I am not scared anymore but I think that I am just a violent person underneath this anxiety, and my own mom don't understand I can't talk to anyone so any suggestions.

4 weeks ago
I am seeing a professional.

Just some other professional help. There's always hope at the end of the tunnel. So don't give up. Seek as much help needed until you finally get your answer and real help. As the person above had said, you should really talk to your doctor. He will help or help you get help. So don't worry. Do your part in telling him what you feel about your situation and leave the rest to his hands.
All the Best!