Hey i have a question that needs answering!!!!!?!

Hey i have a question that needs answering!!!!!?

why am i having thoughts and urges of killing people?(family,friends) for like the past 2 months i have had urges to grab a knife and stab somebody. but i didnt because im not that type of person.my friends dont hate me,family LOVES me, i just recently turned 14 (may 12th) is this all apart of being a teen? im scared that i will actually do it.i am really scared guys.i get mad and sad whenever i think of it,i pray to god to get rid these thoughts and urges im scared.

4 weeks ago
im scared of what my parents would say, they would say that it's going to go away and they wont take me. what would i say to them?

4 weeks ago
but i just recently got through depression

4 weeks ago
and they arent really urges they are mainly thoughts.

No this is not normal at all. You really need to see a MD ASAP regarding these thoughts. The problems is that one day you may act on these impulses not even aware of what you are doing. Please I urge you to SEE AN MD NOW. If you need to, go into the emergency room and tell them of these thoughts. They will be able to help you and get help for you so that you don't have these thoughts. I'm very concerned about you and your family. Please get help.