Am I crazy?!

Am I crazy?

I'm weak person. I get mad easily. Gotten in trouble in the past for anger issues (vandalized a car for taking my parking at school a long time ago). Been to mental ward before (for suicidal thoughts).

Years later, I still have the anger problem, but it's "subsided" somewhat. What can I do? Dis time my neighbor (one of the neighbors) irritate me because I thought she made a remark at me when she was driving behind me.

I don't want to go to jail or have to go through that court thing and have to also do community service and my parents are still paying for the damages ( I know I'm spoiled but that's not the point here). What would you do if something you were "bothered" by was driving you crazy? Like an edgar allan poe's tell tale heart thing?

4 weeks ago
Thanks for all the nice and honest answers. Gee 7 answers =) that was quick and thanks for all the advice. I will be sure to get the help I need.

you say you are a weak person and yet you have been in trouble for anger issues? mm ok

if i was you i would start with anger management courses to help that temper. as for suicidal thoughts, huni we have all had those at some point so dont worry there to much.

you say your parents are still paying the damages, why are they doing that and not you? i mean it was your problem and so you should be the one taking responsibility for your own actions. if you are old enough to have a driving licence then you are old enough to take full responsibility for your actions, including the damaged car for something as petty as taking your parking space

you say that "you are spoiled and that is not the issue here" but i am sorry but i think it is the issue here actually.

in what way was you spoiled? i mean was it a case that each time you wanted something your parents gve it to you? each time you had problems your parents were there to help you? if you answer yes then the problem is that you have not had to stand on your own two feet and accept responsibility for your own actions and now you have to so.

you say that you thought your neighbour made a rmark at you when driving home but have you considered that she may have been on the phone, possible on a hands free unit, talking to someone and not even thinking of you?

you sound like you also have paranoid thoughts and so i have to ask have to tried drugs of any description?

personally i think that you just need to grow up and take responsibilty for your actions and stop being a spolt brat