TOxic mother question?!

TOxic mother question?

my mother is toxic VERY TOXIC i will sum up as short of version as possible the reasons why so that i can move on to the questoin part of my Q. basically : alcoholic, drug addict, manipulative, half crazy, abusive, completely uncaring, etc.. for all these years. was even a speed head and i had to raise my two yonger brothers. she cant stop playing mind games even into adult hood and has not supported me for well over 10 years. ok basic problme/questoin : basically this is the hardest time of my life ive ever faced. i went through a divorce a year ago and then got knocked up the babys dad dumped me, and now im facing losing my apartment, my job etc.. i have no baby sitter lined up i dont make enough to supoprt baby but also $4 too much for welfare. so my life is up in the air to top it off im in 3rd trimester and having bleeding, contractoins etc.. i recently had to fire my OB doctor he called my work and discussed my medical siutaotin w/ them w/out a relase ( vioatled doctor patinet

4 weeks ago
privalge, also has no regard to listneing ot my concerns or anything ) so instead of being suportive she has to argue with me, call him behind my back beggin him to take me back as a ptietn. then now she is talking about me to my siblgins lying her maniputlatve ways and my sister is falling for it. they are the only supoprt system i have right now. anwyys am i better off alone? I was hoping i could turn to the two of them if im evicted or whatever, but are me adn my baby just better off alone? should i just kick them both to the curb now? thanks :)

4 weeks ago
nope cant get welfare. counted her ( me and her = family of 2 ) when i checked on the income limits for the programs. cnanot even get wic

IT IS AWFUL YOU ARE HAVING TO ENDURE THIS WHILE IN SUCH A FRAGILE STATE!
I EXPECT THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE MANY FRIENDS TO RELY ON? YOU REALLY SHOULD CHECK WITH A WOMENS SHELTER OR THE SALVATION ARMY... THEY CAN HELP YOU WITH YOUR SITUATION AND WITH BILLS AS WELL AS WITH THE ABUSE YOU ARE ENDURING1 YOU NEED A GOOD SUPPORT NETWORK. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE, YOU JUST NEED TO LOCATE THEM.
BEST WAY TO HANDLE THE MOM SITUATION IS TO TRY AND MAKE A LOT OF DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU TWO.TRY AND KEEP YOUR SPIRITS UP AND TRY NOT TO ALLOW THIS TO ADVERSELY EFFECT YOUR PREGNANCY!
GOOD LUCK AND I WISH THE BEST FOR YOU!