I have really really bad anxitey?!

I have really really bad anxitey?

and i feel like im always doing somethign wrong like im saying something thats not right or im not being myself or im doing something thats not normal and so many thoughts fly through my head and this feel i really cant explain its just horrible iv had this for 8 months and had to drop out of school and i take paxil and buspar i started zoloft like 3 weeks ago and if anything i feel worse these unexplainabe feelings and its like things dont make sense anymore iv done everything from trying to be active and take my meds and seeing a do regually and it wont go away it makes me think that its not anxitey but then i dont no what it is and i feel really shakey and not my self and its like my brain think about every little thing and it like over does it is this anxity ???i mean has anyone else had thi...i want my life back thats the only hope i have that it will go away i wanna be myself and have life and be happy not a nut case please is this anxitey what is this thats what my dotor says

if you felt like your thinking not being yours but didn't know what it was and why it had happened in this way, then, you might be subject to mind control(mc) programming, a CIA-created program that intends to harass and nag you mentally. you'd feel anxious and depressed and stressful all the time. the program could implant every kinds of thoughts, feelings, images, voices into your mind without your being aware of it. it's evil and horrible and has violated human rights.