I really dont know what to do. i cant see a doctor?!

I really dont know what to do. i cant see a doctor?

is it normal to be your own worst enemy? like, i hear a voice in my head thats a little like mine, but it trys to get me to do stuff, like, asking out a girl, or doing something crazy-uber. i dont kno if its normal, i see him in my dreams. he says "you need me." is this okay? i dont think its schizophrenia because im not disorganised, and i have pretty rational behavior.the only problem is that he IS my reflexes, like, when im in danger, i can think, or move, its just my body moving without any thought, and then thats when he says "you need me." does anyone know what this could be? he gets irritated if i do something, like spray water on myself. he'll say "DUDE, STOP!" in my dreams he looks just like me. its kinda creepy, what can i do without going to a doctor? and, i thought about threatening him, but as soon as i looked over to a knife, he said "trust me, you wouldnt do that." this is weirding me out, can you like tell me what i can do to shut this thing up.

Schizophrenia is when a mind mixes signals and pathways. Hence people hear see things that aren't there and connect ideas in strange ways. Thats not what you are describing.

This does sound like a split personality thing. This is when there seems to be more than one conciousness in your mind. Really it's an aspect of you that you have separated out for some reason.

It's causing you problems and you are going to need help to get rid of it.