Am I depressed? Bipolar?!
Question:
Am I depressed? Bipolar?
Yes its long. Please read. It would mean a lot.
I feel like there is a deep pit in my stomache. Fun activies that use to excite me dont even spark interest. I am only fully happy when I am "intoxicated." I use to be a verry happy postive person, now people view me as pessimestic. I get annoyed by the tinyest things. I feel like I am living in a box. I cant breathe.
Then again. I get in these crazed moods where I have so much energy. Today i recently went shopping crazy and bought a ton of items that I dont necessarly need. And they were all expensive. But even that did not amuze me
What is wrong with me??
Answers:
I know this is a long answer..but I feel inspired to answer you...
you know...
sigh.
I think we are all crazy. we are all sometimes bi-polar. we are all sometimes depressed.
although I DO validate these things are real conditions that people have....
i also think... that we are all suffering from so many things in so many different ways.
Listen to your heart. pray.... meditate... TALK TO OTHERS about how you feel...write it down. Listen to music that "heals" you.....
What you are REALLY seeking is that wonderful perfect feeling of love... aren't we all? Just know that you are not alone. Everyone around you is suffering too.. feeling unexplainable sorrow too.. it's just we all don't SAY IT. and we all deal with it in different ways....
I don't know what kind of help you need.
ultimately YOU will decide that.
for only YOU really know what is going on inside of you.
You already hold the answer to this question.
The truth is none of us will ever completely reach peace or reach total happiness. Because life is more about the JOURNEY than the destination.
It's about the PROCESS that gets us to our goal....not about the goal.
what you are going through right now is something you have to go through in order to stretch and to learn and to grow and to become WHO YOU TRULY ARE and who you are truly meant to be! It's a difficult and painfull process
but only through our sorrow
can we know what joy is
and only through times of darkness
can we know the meaning of light
love...
Amy