This is a comment what i been through that i shoudn t done in the first place?!

This is a comment what i been through that i shoudn t done in the first place?

It was a thursday i was feeling kind of depressed that i don t want to leave my house i suppose to go to work I wait a while to see if i was ok then i decide to go 911 and the operator ask me if i thought of killing myself i say a little but am ot thinking too much of it and we talk a while about 3 minutes 4 cops came and 2 ambulance crew came to my house they take me to the hospital after i went to the hospital i have to go to the security man when i get there they have to take my wallet keys cellphone jacket coins but i kept some of my change and my belt. then they put me in the room that no patient can't leave the room the security guarding the door he use he key to open to let the employee i and out. it was like a prison the doctor didn t call me until 12 in the morning i was there around 2pm Also the employee is being mean to people i ask the lady can i talk to you she say NO YOU CAN'T and there also crazy people in there.

1 month ago
I call my cousin to see if he could bail me out he was shock that i was in there then after the place the next day i talk to my cousin and my best girl as a friend they told me don't call 911 again if you have a problem talk to them but when i went there they made a appointment with the doctor. the doctor told me that i don t have to be there I thought they would let me see the doctor i didn t think they would put me to hell I promise am not going to to that again. Am a nice guy am quiet and shy even my cousin told me we have get rid of the depression and think about good stuff. I will start taking the medication but it have a little side effect you know when you see a girl your penis get hard right away it slow that down.

1 month ago
I was depressed because I should handle myself more more aggressive and i have low self esteem and loneliness also every time am not doing something right i get mad at myself and less confidence I what to approve that and am not a good talker i kind of quiet most times. I don t know i need to be push maybe that what i think.

So, if i understand your story, the point would be, don't call the police to tell them you are suicidal when in fact you are just bored. Hmmm.. yeah, i guess that would be sound advice. Thanks