Is it normal to feel this way....please help :(?!

Is it normal to feel this way....please help :(?

Lately I just want to isloate myself from everyone...I was very sociable and I am really outgoing. But I just have too many problems with every aspect of my life..like family, they are too controlling (im 19) and abusive and it's mentally hurting me. Im badly depressed too. Then there is my bf..it's a long distance relationhship and it's really stressful...and then my personal life...I have an eating disorder :( and Im always sick....I just want to get the hell away frm everyone, even those I love. I just want to be on my own. alone. Just hearing another person talk makes me want to snap. People's presence makes me so angry I start screaming. Im so scared that the normal socialble me is turning into a psycho :( I just want to be alone...is that bad? I feel like I dont even know myself...and I want to be alone and learn about myself and see who i really am and see what i really want. But there is no way I can be alone, i cant move out..my parents wount let me.but I want to runaway soon.

1 month ago
I can help others, but I cant help myself :(

You have to be able to be objective with yourself, and be "another person" so you can help yourself. All the healing will have to come from inside of you. Go to your counselor at school/college, they have people there to help with these feelings. You do not need to suffer needlessly. Please, get the help that you need, they are there for you!