Teen Issues Please Read?!

Teen Issues Please Read?

this was hard for me to write but i still need help.. im still cutting and its not good. i told my friend like u guys said i shuld but she is at a loss of words its been like almost 2 days since i satrted and i cut 8 or 9 times and i know its bad but i do it for the pain because i am extremley overwhelmed and stressed. i have had many thoughts of cutting and suicide since i was 8. i need to know how to stop dont tell me to go to my parents or to a doctor or call anywhere because a i dont have a doctor and im homeschooled. please help me before it gets worse pleaase :( i know people say just stop then but its not that easy its like soeone is in a car and pushing accelerate on a busy highway and cant push down the breaks. help me please to get off the highway i am only 13 :(

1 month ago
i dont believe in god anymore :( i cant call or go to a school counsler cuz im homeschooled :(

Hi

I read through your previous questions.... You need to tell your parents.... Even though you said it's a one way ticket to the mental hospital, that might not be such a bad thing.... if you have been having thoughts about this since you were 8, you probably need help. They have therapist for you to talk to. Maybe they could give you some medicine to help. Please tell your parents....