I let myself down.?!

I let myself down.?

took a good amount of benadryl tonight and i hadnt used it in weeks. Its been a rough but I got weak. I dont think I have ever been so confused in my life. I want to know does this all get better?

1 month ago
ya know when i read my q's they seem so lame and dont get my point across,,, im really a lot of pain though. The everyday kind that you wake up with. The same kind that holds you back from doing what you want. It isolates me.

I understand what you feel. These times really do get better but only if you work to improve them. I know feelings like this leave you exhausted but remember : You have to use energy to make energy.
You should probably contact your doctor about some type of anti-depressant and keep a few close friends nearby while your adjusting to the medication, some have adverse affects.
But, things do and will get better. Just don't give up, especially on yourself. Give yourself a break about certain things and don't beat yourself up over anything at this time.
Contact your doctor and work to make things better.