As i wait for therapy, ive been told from my cpn that theyve refered me to somew!

As i wait for therapy, ive been told from my cpn that theyve refered me to somewhere thats far from where i?

live, that ill probally have to travel to everyday for intense therapy. i have borderline personality disorder and have been waiting for therapy a while, but i also have social phobia, high anxiety and paranoia, and i only go out when i need to. im 29, and know if i want any kind of a life im gonna have to overcome this....
but its very difficult, those feelings are intense, i dont drive either, i was wondring if it comes to the stage like my social worker said, that i have to travel far everyday to some kind of unit for intense therapy, should i just go along with it, and do what it takes, and go everyday in spite of how bad i feel?

i was thinking its gonna be very difficult for me to do this...
but i dont wanna be snookered if they say to me, this is your only oppurtunity for therapy..

1 month ago
thankyou my brother coop

You"re still a child but I have been there and have others walk through, what I call a mind. So brace up and walk the straight and narrow. Let not another see behind the veil which hides the child, for each hide this small being which the environment has created. I better stop but once after three an half years of therapy my doctor says "You have a weird mind but I like it."
I have several phobias, such as the fear of height but I walk a i-beam over a river and I can not swim. I know how am I alive, so fight you fears and you can win but its a day battle.