I can't do anything right and nothing i do ever seems good enough. WTF is wrong!

I can't do anything right and nothing i do ever seems good enough. WTF is wrong with me?

I feel like all I can do is fail at everything. I smoke weed and cigs and i wish i could quit but i secrety dont want to. I somewhat go to college because i dont have a car and i get rides but barely. i disappoint my dad because i failed all my classes this semester and barely passed the two semesters before. i just got fired from my job and i got robbed the same day b/c i left the door unlocked and now my xbox360, toms ps2 is gone and a couple of our friends had some games over and a guitar hero controller. i blame myself for my failures and i suck at everything. i've been crying everyday for about 3 or 4 months now and i just want someone to come up behind me with a 12-gauge and paint my brains on the wall. all i feel im good for is being a pain to everybody. i try to have a good time when im with my friends but then i just start getting sad for no reason. I can't get a girl bc im too introverted to go out and get one. i dont have anything to look for in life but death.

You need therapy: dont give up i have been there: been in hospital ECT the works With hard work and good therapy raised a family held a job elected president of Lions Club. I did it so can you: ask for help you will get it...Feel free to e mail me my name is Ed