I am starting to really hate my family and friends??????!

I am starting to really hate my family and friends??????

I've been feeling really down for like a 1 year, i have been trying to get some help, but i'm not getting anywhere.

I recently i have started really hating my family and friends, one minute i love them and the next minute i wanna smash their faces into a wall.
Sometimes they are soo inconsiderate, my mother just ignores or get mad at me when i'm down. My brother is constantly making fun of me and my friends are no where to found when i need them. I just feel misunderstood and alone.

Is this normal with depression????

When I get deppressed, I want to kick everyones ***. :) I dont know if you really "hate" them, so much as they get on your nerves easily? I dont know the history so thats only a guess. With deppression, I think we also tend to get REALLY irritable. I know for one, I blow things WAY out of proportion in my mind when deppression sets in. I take things personally, where I normally wouldnt. Try and really evaluate whether they are getting on your nerves because of your deppression, and maybe you need to try and see things from their side. If you honestly sit down and think about it, and you sincerely believe they have wronged you, try and have a clam, civilized discussion with them. Anger and deppression arent easy to overcome, mainly because they both feed off of eachother. But I would hate for anyone to have relationships go to ruin over something like deppression.
Wow, I got a little sidetracked there. :) To answer your question...i think irritability and anger because of deppression are quite normal. Just be careful that you dont let this because a reasonable excuse in your mind to hate people. Im still working on this too.

best of luck,
Melanie.