Arg. i dont know what to do with myself....?!

Arg. i dont know what to do with myself....?

i have been depressed for a while. i know many people do this,, but i have no where to turn. so here is my post. i just started cutting. i have done it 2 now. i scare myself. i dont know what to do. i am absolutely NOT telling my parents. we are at eachothers throats right now and are not getting along. they never listen and i can't stand them .school is almost out, so no school counselor. friends. well yes, i could , but they are going throughthings even harder than me and id rather not put this burden on their shoulders. i want to stop. i can't live a lie anymore. im tired of this.

Deliah - please please go to local free clinic or local mental health assistance. I have a niece who cuts and you do not want to do this. Go to a church and speak to pastor as council. He/she can help you too. I can understand that you are alone right now as I have 38 neice/nephew and decided with so many needing love that I would not have children of my own. Call a local hospital emergency room and get referral to someone to help - do not give them information or they will try to admit you or tell your parents. Think about some adult that you do trust and talk to them. Just think and you can come up with someone to talk to and then you can get a doctor who can give you medicine to help stop this. But first think about these ideas and find someone to talk to right now. Please - and best of luck and hope.