Oh no its getting worse! (teen in trouble)?!

Oh no its getting worse! (teen in trouble)?

omg ok i told my bff that i have been cutting....she is at a loss of words... im glad i told her cuz she told me something to which made me feel better cuz nobodys perfect... Im still not going to tell my parents so anyways yesterday if u didnt know i started cutting and i cut myself a total of 7 times...thats not good at all :( i want to stop but i cant it wont let me stop! i cant tell my parents or a doctor a counselor cuz i dont have a doctor and im homeschooled. so when i woke up this morning i twisted my bones in my leg and it hurt SO bad that i got my tool and i cut myself the pain on my leg stayed but when i cut it made me feel better i have no clue why.soothing has gone terribly wrong im not emo im actually a rocker girl i dont cut for blood i cut for pain (it soothd me a bit) im under a truck load of stress cuz of my great grandparents are sick my older bro & sis hate me and my parents fight nightly...im 13 and i might fail grade 8 cuz im behind, i have good grades! Help me!

1 month ago
bff=best friend forever..the only reason i told her is because everyone on here before said i have to tell SOMEONE and im not doing this for attention i am doing this because off all the stress. its not good and i do need to stop. also im sorry for saying emo and rocker

Have you only been doing this for one day?
Its probably not serious enough to get phycological help if youve only been doing it for a day.
Try holding an ice cube to your skin or pulling an elastic band around your wrist if your only doing for the pain
To me, and i was a cutter for years, it sounds like its just a cry for help and until you get some your gunna carry on like this. I dont want to say your doing this for attention because it really angers me when people say that but hunny if you've only been doing it a day and then told someone about it it is obvious that thats what you need
Talk to someone in a better position not a friend that can do nothing but worry
Dont leave it too long or it'l just get worse
You need to tell your parents or a trusted adult though, nobody can help you otherwise x

Also please dont use labels like emo or rocker because its stereotypical and quite offensive to those that do cut and it makes people sound about 10 years old lol
Hope your ok x