13 yr old Teen Still In Big Trouble Please Help A Lost Soul !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!

13 yr old Teen Still In Big Trouble Please Help A Lost Soul !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?

i am still cutting myself i want to stop but i cant i need help serious help but i cant get any you guys are my only hope so dont tell me to go to a doctor or a parent cuz i dont have a ddcotor and i cant tell my parents i have 2 friends and i am to afraid i will loose them. im homeschooled so i cant tell a teacher. umm i am not gothick or whatever i am a staright a student i am far from goth im 13 and i rele need your guyses help please i only started at 12:am which was 19 hours ago and i made like 3 major cuts and a couple little ones ( i didnt know how to when i started so i made a bunch) im using a nail sissors they are like tiny sisors kinda sharp but knives are to big. i dont do it to bleed i do it to feel the pain. what the hell is wrong with me. also i cant call anywhere how do i stop i didnt know it was so addicting!!!!!!!!
~ Confused Teen~

1 month ago
i am goin to tel my friend when she calls im so nervous :( i was so nervous i cut myself :( i have no control!!!

The only way you can seriously get help is by telling someone you know the same way you're telling everyone on yahoo answers. If they are truely your friend, telling them that you cut yourself will not make them not be your friend anymore. You shouldn't be afriad to tell your parents because I'm sure they love you and will try their hardest to help you as best they can. The only way you can get help is if you reach out to someone and as them to help you. You need someone to help you face to face. Not over yahoo answers. So, that's what you need to do. Talk to someone, tell them exactly how you feel about everything, and then tell them that you need help but you just don't know where to start.