Are feeling of suiside normal?!

Are feeling of suiside normal?

I would never do it, but when i get really stressed out or angry i think about just killing myself and it helps me to calm down.
I would NEVER do it jsut to repeat myself, i have 2 beautiful girls, that i live for, if id id'nt have them i might,
i was jsut wanting to know if it was normal tohave these kinds of thoughts every once in a while. it does scare me to a point but i know i wouldn't do it

1 month ago
i did attempt 1x in the past but that was almost 8 years ago and long before i had kids. its been awhile since i have had these thoughts.

1 month ago
i had a feeling someone was going to say somthing about my spelling that wrong.... gotta love the assholes out there.

It sounds like your tryiing to convince yourself that you wont do it. I have two beautiful sons, and the though has crossed my mind so many times. Sometimes its hard adjusting to the responsibilities of two children, and the demands parenthood period. Add the stress of finances and husband/partner relationship and it gets you down. At least this is how it was for me. I think that alot of people have thought about suicide from time to time, when you have doubts about yourself worth. But even if you are so convinced you wont do it, it still helps to talk to someone, Maybe not a Phyciatrist, but maybe a phycologist or a family councelor. At least you can hash things out and get them off your chest. By the way in case you dont hear it enough... You are a good worthy person. You have 2 kids that adore you and are lucky to have you as a mommy. Keep that in mind always. Good Luck!!

If you have attempted in the past then definately go talk to someone in the mental health field. These things can spiral quickly if not addressed. Do it for your girls!!