Someone please give me advice?!

Someone please give me advice?

I can't stop myself from hurting myself emotionly.

Everyday I go online and I look at this picture of this girl on myspace who is not my friend anymore. She said if I ever bothered her again that I'm going to jail.

I don't want to bother her but I just can't seem to get over her she is not my friend anymore and I know I shouldn't even be thinking about this girl.

Every time I see her picture or think about her I go into this depressed funk then I start smoking a bunch of cigerates and then start drinking wine lots of wine.

then I start to hurt myself by punching myself and then I start crying alot because I feel like nothing without her in my life.

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!

I don't want to think about this girl ever again I need Help!

And would making new friends help?

Then would you be a friend to me?

I know the feeling bud. I was friends with a girl, and it almost turned to something more but she was engaged. I haven't seen her in 5 years and the last time we saw each other we argued. She still emails me and stuff but no more. What sucks is seeing her profile with messages from her new friends talking about the great fun they have. I kick myself to this very day.